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At Home

by Lowland Hum

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1.
Tried to text on my new watch this morning I wonder why we did away with keys and buttons Held it up and I tapped out this warning but I couldn’t tell if anybody got it Handyman in the next room was talking Made me nervous so I thought I’d go out walking Feels good to get outside of the apartment Drown the noise with my own private soundtrack On the street everyone looks so busy Better check in and see if anybody misses me Where are you? Tried to talk to my new watch this evening Lovely voice but her words were unfeeling My watch seems to know everybody She fills me in on the news of our home team We recorded the birds near the airport Spread a picnic out on the tarmac for us Where are you? She lights up when she sees my face now Listens more than anyone I know I’m no longer scared of the echo  Every nervous thought is soon swallowed Where are you?
2.
2082 05:56
I’m writing a song for you 2082 I’m thinking about you Thinking I’m looking forward to when you get here Forward to when you live here I can love you like I can’t love me You’re so far away in the future Living so far away in the future Can you hear me? Will you hear me? Maybe just maybe  My music will last on past when I’m gone away Maybe, baby  Don’t forget to laugh Even though it might be hot where you are  We might have burned it up Might have melted the sky  But the stars would be closer You could wear a bodysuit To keep out the ultraviolet rays Everything’s a carcinogen Everything’s a carcinogen darling but I can love you like I can’t love me You’re so far away in the future Living so far away in the future Can you feel me? Will you feel me? Maybe just maybe The trees that we planted will have lasted And maybe, baby You’ll be climbing and laughing Please laugh Even though your food is a ghost of the past We bred the flavor out in favor of shelf life and size They say you eat with your eyes You could carry a vial of salt Salt is a flavor enhancer but it's not a re-substancer It can’t resurrect romance but darling I can love you like I can’t love me You’re so far away in the future Living so far away in the future Do you remember when we used to Go outside for something to do In 1992 Kids smoking after school Joker bending the rules  There was a war going on in the neighborhood Boys against girls in the neighborhood I can love you like I can’t love me You’re so far away from the future  Living so far away from the future  I can love you like I can’t love me
3.
Try to Try 04:05
You try to know me I want to know me Design my life so There’s time sometimes To try, to pry, to cry I want to know you You try to show You try words like half truths The truth is it’s no use But try, but try, please try, we’ll try to try Quiet as you are I wonder what you see No one else has ever been this close to me You’re the only expert that there is on me But you don’t know what to say I thought I knew you This you is a new you The years reform us Stellar revolution Hold tight, we’ll try
4.
Lord have mercy Christ have mercy On me I think I’m ok I just need to play more games Save me a place I think I’m ok I’m just still on the way Save me a place I can’t say why I keep crying It’s not my kind of world I seem to have misplaced my silence It’s not my kind of world I forget to ask good questions It’s not my kind of world I regret what can not be undone It’s not my kind of world Lord have mercy Christ have mercy Show me my place Show me my place Please show my my place
5.
Strange Love 03:03
The moment I saw you I knew I’d never be the same Blinded by the light Of love at first sight Afraid that I might lose my mind to the dove Carried through the night on a current of invisible love Don’t leave Don’t leave me behind Can’t spend the rest of my life  On this rock spinning without you Don’t leave  Don’t leave me behind You’ve marked me with your light How can I go on without you? The first time you touched me Like a tsunami to my brain Blinded by the light of your story melting with mine Transmission so pure I am finally found Language is the shell of a man buried deep in the ground Don’t leave Don’t leave me behind Can’t spend the rest of my life  On this rock spinning without you Don’t leave  Don’t leave me behind You’ve marked me with your light How can I go on without you?
6.
This Part 02:42
I’m not who I’d hoped to be When we got to this part Oh me, oh my, I hope we make it Days are dizzy Spin so fast I hardly see you Even though I live to see you, darling I still see the ruby behind every moment Every leaf a little secret Listen I can’t say I want this thing I want 'cause I don’t know it’s face I know you  and I want you Will we still explore Beyond our patch of eden even though our eden is delicious? Do I have your loyalty even if I can’t be the me I want to give you daily? Will we drift apart, losing each other in the dishes? Find our niches,  token kisses Hold on tight Because tonight we’ll gamble in our bed  Our fate has never been our business
7.
Take Me In 04:08
Take me in  Sun is pawing at my heart again Open wide and let the honey in  My body softens in its gaze Through the night I could barely hold onto the light Blindly groping for a gentle sign That there’d be another day  Keep me close to you All I need is love Though I can be cool I respond to love  Hold it all together Hold it all together for me Take me in The matted garden’s waking up again Tidal wave of mercy rushing in I’d forgotten how to sing Every year Winter stays so long I start to fear cold as death the snow will never clear But joy of joys, it couldn’t stay   Keep me close to you All I need is love I’ve lost touch with truth  But let me learn with love  I respond to love Hold it all together Hold it all together for me
8.
Jenny Lake 04:20
Two coves east of Pomegranate Cave On the banks of Jenny Lake There’s a moment I can’t shake Wear it round my neck 'til it breaks All my life I rushed to this part Can’t slow the damned thing down once it starts I’ll grow up but I don’t want to Take me back to Jenny Lake with you For the first time in a while I recognized myself in your smile Looking up at the endless sky Sun gleaming in your tiger eye Losing sleep in the silver predawn One more night bird singing his song Pull the reins as hard as I can Take me back to Jenny Lake with you I remember slower days Humid air of Pomegranate Cave Tennis courts in the gentle rain Anything to help me stay We’ll step on into tomorrow Brace ourselves for the common unknown Count the gold and carry on, oh Take me back to Jenny Lake with you
9.
Mystery Hymn 03:45
There’s a mystery And it holds me Even holds tight when I let go It surrounds me and confounds me There’s nowhere it isn’t so From the far-flung interstellar To the secret of things that grow  Vast in every direction High or deep as you want to go Hallelujah, hallelujah This old mystery won’t let me go Let me spend my whole life living Eyes wide open to the show
10.
New Day 04:41
At day's end I hope to find a friend When my days end I'll need a friend I need a friend Who can tell me when I've been gone too long Who can reset the clocks when the power comes back on Who'll keep me grounded and say so when they let me down Who will share the load Oh, turn out the light The darkness is kind Make way for a new day Please, let it begin Sleep is your friend Soon we'll greet the new day At world's end I hope to have a friend When the world ends I'll need a friend I'm signaling  I need a friend Who will help me laugh in the heavy times Who will nod to the window when I'm lost in my mind Who'll sing a song when the old ship is going down Who will walk the road Oh, turn out the light The darkness is kind Make way for a new day Please, let it begin Sleep is your friend Soon we'll greet the new day

about

Though we’ve often pined for a long season at home during our many years on the road, we were a bit blindsided by the realities of home living when we found ourselves quarantined like the rest of the world in the early spring of 2020. We realized very quickly that we were actually quite bad at being at home, having spent the past nine years honing a skill set that made life away from home more livable. It was a clumsy time for us, adjusting to new rhythms that weren’t dictated by driving schedules and showtimes. Slower, unstructured days allowed a whirlwind of suppressed things to rise to the surface. Some days felt brighter than others, but many were shrouded in a mysterious heaviness that was hard to shake. A few months into this season of adjustment we discovered that we were pregnant. It was news that both excited us and brought up a host of questions and uncertainties we’d never before faced. This new family of songs came out of that melting pot of processing and restlessness. In many ways we are still learning how to be at ease in the rhythms of home life, and with our family growing we know that learning and adjusting will only continue to be the new way of things. We look forward to the adventure ahead as the things which we can’t control are often the ones that bring the greatest transformation.

Thank you for taking the time to listen to these songs, which for us will always be a time capsule of our first real season of life lived at home.

Thanks:
Lauren and Daniel would like to thank their families, their neighbors and their friends. Love and gratitude forever to Al Brilliant, our brother, friend, mentor, and great encourager. Special thanks to Jeff Stuart Saltzman, Dave McNair, Matt Wyatt and Alec Spiegelman for the contributions they made to this record. Endless thanks to the many loving people who contributed to the building of the studio in which these songs were recorded, and to Ben Hardesty, whose ingenuity, know-how and sweat turned a derelict stable into a place of warmth and creativity. Additional thanks to Steve Foxbury, Elly Tate, Shawn Fowler, Ronda Chollock, Bond and Amanda Richards, and the Golden Hour Team (Michael Allenby, David Wax, Suz Slezak).
Lowland Hum would also like to thank their Patreon community, their gofundme contributors, and the countless others who've been generous with time, energy and resources in this year that has been so disruptive and trying.

At Home is dedicated to our first child, whose presence changed us before he ever saw daylight. May he never know a moment without love.

credits

released October 22, 2021

At Home was written, arranged, and produced by Lowland Hum at Home Team Studio just north of Charlottesville, VA.
Drums on "2082" and "Try To Try" performed and recorded by Matt Wyatt at Tree and Booms Studio in Charlottesville, VA.
Woodwinds on "This Part" and "New Day" performed and recorded by Alec Spiegelman in Brooklyn.

Mixed by Jeff Stuart Saltzman
Mastered by Dave McNair
Artwork and Layout by Lauren Plank Goans
Lowland Hum is Lauren Plank Goans and Daniel Levi Goans
All songs © Daniel Levi Goans Music ASCAP 2021

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Lowland Hum Charlottesville, Virginia

For over twelve years Lowland Hum has been a landing strip for your lesser-loved emotions. You can go listen to all of that if you like; eight albums, several EPs, et cetera.

They aren't slowing down. Except metaphysically.

Lauren and Daniel Goans are into DIY. They make their own music and art.
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