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From Self With Love

by Lowland Hum

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1.
I want to meet you At the secret tea room In the botanical garden In the heart of the largest airport in the world The envelope was shock pink It held a single brass key Tied with a green string And a tag that read “dream tea”
2.
Sandrine 03:41
O Sandrine Keep your heart open for me Let the sun kiss you You know it has missed you O Sandrine O Sandrine Go pick an orange for me Dig through the pith ‘Til you get to the golden bits O Sandrine Tra la la la la Always leave room for cream Fa la la la la Balance is everything O Sandrine Trailing your flag in the street Moved by the face of each Stranger that passes you O Sandrine O Sandrine Lay in the ball field for me Outlast the flood lights Defying the endless night O Sandrine Tra la la la la Always leave room for cream Fa la la la la Balance is everything O Sandrine Break out the good wine for me Hold my hand firmly Don’t ever abandon me O Sandrine Hold my hand firmly Don’t ever abandon me O Sandrine
3.
Although you’re always here with me It feels like an eternity Since we’ve been together (in that way) We fought back time Chasing the sublime And we faced the grind And robbed the good days blind Now we’re coughing up dust Losing our lust Tearing between ground and sky Oh no… Although you’re always here with me It feels like an eternity Since we’ve been together (in that way) Lost in your mind I tried to meet your eyes Under fluorescent lights Your flickering decline Searching for signs Or anything kind To carry you over that line Although you’re often here with me It feels like an eternity Since we’ve been together (in that way) You built a shrine One pearl at a time And through shifting tides I felt you at my side Now I sit in the dark Clutching my heart Longing to hear one more time Come on I know you’re always here with me But it feels like an eternity Since we’ve been together (in that way)
4.
Half Here 02:36
I’m half here, darling Half here I don’t know where the rest of me is I am half dressed In my half best And I give you a faraway kiss I’m like a shadow That slides ‘cross the back wall I’ve been a ghost in my dreams Unable, it seems, to touch anything I just slip right through In my half home Where I half read And just half of the meaning remains Where the rest goes only God knows With the laundry all half put away I’m like the lost song When it’s been so long You can’t be sure if the tune Familiar to you Bears any resemblance to the one that’s true I’m gliding on air with my hollow-eyed stare My thoughts are like dust That won’t land anywhere I am half here, darling Half here I wish I had much more to give Who knows how long I’ll be half gone I want to do more than half live
5.
Half Gone 02:45
Some days Are blue Start early Push on through Hold your head up Turn on the light Banish shadows From the night Sing sweetly To your kids Don’t speak freely Stay hid No one’s calling Gone too long Cracked vision Split horizon Half here Half gone Half with it Half on the phone Half you Half me Half drowned in the divided sea When I read A word of comfort Eyes too tired To receive it Mind blurred By the image stream Cavalcade in hyperspeed Some trips Are one way Can’t get back And can’t stay I’m needing Renovation Dam the thought flood Get off adrenaline Half here Half gone Half wit Half song Half you Half me Half prayer for a whole delivery
6.
Island Eyes 05:44
Tracing a palm tree’s smile lines Frozen in space and time Memory like silken moonlight That I call on to ease my mind Papery fronds are blushing Bowing in graceful time My pallid skin is flushing ‘Cause I still have my island eyes Oh I still have my island eyes When the stars die In the twilight stir awake and I still have my island eyes When a bird glides Like a kite I Know it’s true that I still have my island eyes Lost in the hold of winter But each time I close my eyes I’m in the arms of summer And we’re waltzing into the night Deep in the jungle’s chamber dressed up in shadow’s lace Amethyst, emerald, garnet casting patterns across my face When the stars die In the twilight stir awake and I still have my island eyes When a bird glides Like a kite I know I’ll always be true to my island eyes These days, often times I fear that I may lose my shine The hours erode my fractured mind One wave at a time Reshapes the entire shoreline A face you wouldn’t recognize When the stars die In the twilight stir awake and I still have my island eyes When a bird glides Like a kite I Know it’s true that I still have my island eyes
7.
I know it when I see it Mangled and tangled on the side of the highway Living and dying and the dead I start feeling like myself again On the edge of the meadow Early October can be lonesome The thicket is a bounty, Of the things I wouldn’t let grow But here I start feeling like myself again I start feeling like myself again I’m feeling like myself again Time always passes It’s always moving Waxing in the shadows Such strange, wild beauty Months inside a fog under a crumbling overpass And then one morning you wake up and you Start feeling like yourself again I’m feeling like myself again In the back of the closet words from a friend now out of focus Kindness intended for some other version of me Foam of Aphrodite floating on the adolescent sea Now we Start feeling like ourselves again Yeah we Start feeling like ourselves again I’m feeling like myself again
8.
Dirty old river, must you keep rolling Flowing into the night? People so busy, make me feel dizzy Taxi light shines so bright But I don't need no friends As long as I gaze on Waterloo sunset I am in paradise Every day I look at the world from my window But chilly, chilly is the evening time Waterloo sunset's fine (Waterloo sunset's fine) Terry meets Julie Waterloo station Every Friday night But I am so lazy, don't want to wander I stay at home at night But I don't feel afraid As long as I gaze on Waterloo sunset I am in paradise Every day I look at the world from my window But chilly, chilly is the evening time Waterloo sunset's fine (Waterloo sunset's fine) Millions of people swarming like flies 'round Waterloo underground But Terry and Julie cross over the river Where they feel safe and sound And they don't need no friends As long as they gaze on Waterloo Sunset They are in paradise Waterloo sunset's fine (Waterloo sunset's fine) Waterloo sunset's fine
9.
Snow on snow on snow Ice ferns on the window Warm inside, where the golden embers glow Come on snow on snow Black bird circle whirl Down the drain they swirl Smoke stretching, tired arms to the sky Raptured up in white Snow on snow on snow Keep an eye on the window And an ear on the trees, buckling at their knees Underneath their heavy load God only knows How strong a tree grows Hard as stone Then soft as a rose One more diamond and down it goes In the black heart of a ring of fire That is licking wild and wider Center still, as sleep, as death Rattle crack the rest Molten stays the breast
10.
Stuntwork 03:17
Your silence reminds me Of that one winter in that book The Great War was coming And ice barges broke the block When a channel freezes over but a thaw comes and with it rain cold slabs of the river leave devastation in their wake I don’t think you’re like the river Or the ruined town You’re like the people’s minds branded by the sound Of death fast approaching, now here and then gone But you’re still looking up Singing the magnificat
11.
If this is the end I’m gonna call my friends If this is the end Let’s go down singing I have to say Ive loved our strange days A whole world of things I never thought I’d know If this is the end I’m gonna climb that fence No keeping me in I’ll go out sprinting I’m getting low Down where the moss glows One last long and loving look at all that grows If this is the end I’m gonna call my friends If this is the end Let’s go down singing

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After a year of deaths, disillusionment, and considerable energy expended in the name of love we’ve wondered what of us remains. We feel like utterly different people now. Is there an essential part of the self that endures? Maybe some of what was lost needed to go anyway? The songs on this album grew out of these questions, from rare moments of stillness with our heads still spinning, from dreams in which the hidden self extended arms of love and compassion to the aching self on the surface. For anyone who has been shattered by events in recent years, we hope you can find a gentle friend in these songs. And if you fear you’ve been disfigured by your days, may you discover a richer beauty in what remains.

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released September 21, 2023

From Self With Love was arranged and produced by Lowland Hum at Home Team Studio just north of Charlottesville, VA
All songs by Lowland Hum, except "Waterloo Sunset," written by Ray Davies
Viola and violins on "Sandrine," "Together (In That Way)," "Island Eyes," "On Snow" and "Stuntwork" played by Danielle Weibe Burke
Trumpet on "Island Eyes" played by John D'earth
Drums on "Island Eyes" played by Joe Mengis and engineered by Jeff Stuart Saltzman at his studio in Portland, OR
Drums on "Feeling Like Myself Again” played by Joe Westerlund and engineered by Jeff Crawford at Arbor Ridge Studios in Chapel Hill, NC
Background vocals on "Island Eyes" by fellow Nervous Gregorian, Jeff Crawford

Mixed by Jeff Stuart Saltzman
Mastered by Dave McNair
Artwork and Layout by Lauren Plank Goans
Lowland Hum is Lauren Plank Goans and Daniel Levi Goans
All songs © Daniel Levi Goans Music ASCAP 2023

Special thanks to Jeff Stuart Saltzman for his patience and devotion to this project and to the quality of our recorded music in general, our patreon community, our kind manager Steve Foxbury, Shawn Fowler and Elly Tate at Tone Tree, Ronda Chollock at Insubordinate Media, our beloved Golden Hour co-conspirators David Wax and Suz Slezak, Danielle Wiebe Burke for initially agreeing to play on one song and then generously playing on half of the album and Matt Wyatt for wading through murky studio waters with us. We could not have made this album without the aforementioned parties and we could not have persevered through the season that surrounded it without the loving support of our families and friends.

We dedicate these songs to the memory of our dear friend and mentor, Alan Brilliant (1936-2022), and to our second child, a small island of life that emerged from a sea of despair.

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Lowland Hum Charlottesville, Virginia

For over twelve years Lowland Hum has been a landing strip for your lesser-loved emotions. You can go listen to all of that if you like; eight albums, several EPs, et cetera.

They aren't slowing down. Except metaphysically.

Lauren and Daniel Goans are into DIY. They make their own music and art.
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